The Monster Within me

I look in the mirror

Waiting for the tear

I guess it will never come

I thought I had some

4 weeks I cried myself to sleep

4 weeks all I could do was weep

I left the memories in the dust

That part of my heart I left to rust

Where ever I buried you, your beginning to infect

I can not find you, your nowhere I can detect

I can feel the burning

The disease is turning

Into pain once again