Your Broken Smile

I give you a broken a smile,
Then ask you to stay awhile.
In my arms you are dieing,
When I say I love you, I am lieing.
Because if I did, I would let you go,
Nothing I can say will mend you, so
I just try to write you songs
Like "my heart longs."
To stay with you forever,
But when I pull the lever,
The curtains open
And I am hoping
That it is our scene,
Our sick twisted means,
Of living in a dream,
Or so it seems.
I write ballads to no one who cares

You Figure It Out

Never thought I would be called "shallow,"
Those words were hard to swallow.
When I walked away,
I didn't know what to say.
With an unable tounge, I am lame,
After that night, I knew nothing would be the same.
We pass the same halls,
With a greet that falls.
Into a shallow sea we sail,
Realizing all that fails.

My words drip mildew,
I share my feelings but only a few.
When my heart is hanging by a thread,
I am OKAY thats what repeats in my head.
I must be strong,
In order to carry on.
That is why you cannot know,
The feelings that I cannot show.
Vulnerable I will not be,
I am sorry it took you so long to see.

My Love

You left me again,
You left me with a grin.
It pains me to know,
You won't be where I go.

I lie when I say,
I will be OKAY.
I lie on my part,
While you lay in my heart.

From coast to coast,
Your're always my choice.
I should've never spoke,
With my words I shall choke.

I loved with all I had,
But I only made you sad.
My love, you had my all,
My love, I was your greatest fall,