Therapy

Your telling me I need therapy
That I am a walking travesty
Therapy you were never a friend to me
Therapy you can keep your miseries
Arrogant girl, it will only be you
Arrogant girl, you always that you knew
Why do you smile at everything
Your not going to be anything
Without therapy to make sense
Of this mess that is so dense
This is what the Doc says
But nonsense is what pays
Therapy...
I am a walking travesty

Words, Wars, and Common Sense

If all you want is to fight
I will not run out of sight
But I will not throw one blow
Because that is very low
I bet your hit is very weak
But I will turn the other cheek
Hit me once or twice
And my words wont be nice
Hit me again
And it will begin
A silent war
There will be no gore
Just piercing words
Nothing to absurd
Truth hurts the most
Gives you chills like a ghost

God Grant Me This Wish

God grant me the mind
That says all is fine
God don't late hate dwell in me
Let Your light be all I see
I want to forgive and forget
I want to live with no regrets
I know I must let it all go
Even if I lose let it be so
I want to have a heart filled with love
That can only be given by You above
God remove me from this soil of hate
I want You to be first and not second rate
God grant me this request
And help me on this quest
Of only looking to You

Posion

A posion drop here
A posion drop there
A little posion everywhere
A little bit and you'll be fine
But all in due's time
You will start to see signs
Holes that you can not fill
Holes you want to seal
Holes that will never heal
Posion sets in
You see who you are within
You realize your nothing but sin
Pretty on the outside, God made us to be
But on the inside, your as ugly as me

Who Could Love This Beast?

who could ever love this beast?
I am unworthy to say the least.

unworthy to be loved
unworthy to love

the beast within
can only but sin

unworthy to show love
unworthy to have love

the beast saved me from heartache
the beast was the cause for heartbreak

unworthy to have you
unworthy to love you

the beast is within me
the beast is all I can see

unworthy to break free
unworthy of your pity

I am the beast that can't change
I am the beast that's in your range

unworthy of being saved
unworthy of losing the crave

I am the beast
I am to say the least

The Beat

I found two pieces of a heart
The rest must of been blown apart
I tried to see how they fit together
Both had been eroded by the weather
I searched for the soul
Who had a heart shaped hole
I wonder who this could be
Or maybe if it was me
I didn't want to look at my chest
For I knew it wouldn't be best
I felt my beat
It wasn't neat
I put my eroded heart in box
I covered it up with some rocks
I wouldn't miss the burning
I wouldn't miss hearing
The beat that bruised my heart
The beat that ruined me from the start

Where Did It Go?

Inspired I am not
To write is for me to rot

Stuck in a solid phase
Lost in a giant maze

Words are nowhere to be found
Feelings won't make a sound